Welcome to My Personal Blog
This is a place where I talk about my life, share updates, random thoughts, or just yap about whatever's on my mind kind of like a digital notebook for my shower thoughts.
Big Changes and a New Direction
Hey everyone,
It's been a while since my last post sorry for going quiet. I've been really busy lately figuring things out and making some big decisions about school and life in general.
After a lot of thinking, I've actually decided to completely change my plans. I won't be doing the BBL study I talked about in my last post. It just felt like too big of a step to take all at once, and deep down I knew I wasn't ready for that kind of change yet.
Instead, I've decided to go to a Steiner school. For those who don't know, a Steiner school (also called Waldorf education) focuses on creativity, individuality, and learning through experience rather than just tests and grades. It's a more human approach to education, and it really values balance between practical skills and personal growth.
I first got in touch with Steiner education because my sister has been going there for a few years. Seeing how positive it's been for her really inspired me to give it a try. It just feels like the right move a calmer, more supportive environment that fits who I am better than the traditional system did.
The best part is that I'll still be studying here in Belgium, in the same city as my previous school. That means I can stay at home, keep in touch with my old friends, and slowly adjust instead of making a huge jump all at once.
I've also been doing much better personally. A lot of the struggles I talked about in my last post the stress, anger, and feeling disconnected have really started to fade. I've had time to reflect and rebuild some of the things I lost along the way, and that feels good.
Sometimes taking a smaller step in the right direction is better than a giant leap into the unknown.
Thanks to everyone who's been patient with me. More updates soon this time I won't take so long to post At least I hope so ;)
Update on My School Situation
For everyone who's been wondering about what's going on with school here's the full explanation.
A lot of people know that I'm planning to change course, but I haven't really shared any details with anyone. I've been getting quite a few questions lately, so I figured it's time to open up.
The truth is, I'm planning to leave my current school. I just don't fit into the system, and it's been wearing me down. I've never felt this stressed, and at the same time, so angry. It's affected me in ways I didn't expect I haven't been myself lately. I've been rude to friends, even to the point of cutting off contact with some people, and I've picked up some bad habits..
So I've decided it's time for a big change.
My current plan is to start a BBL study in the Netherlands. That means I'll be working four days a week as a junior software developer/engineer for a company, and going to school just one day a week. It sounds like the perfect setup for me: learning on the job, doing something I'm passionate about, and finally escaping a school system that doesn't work for me.
But it also comes with big sacrifices.
I'll be leaving my current school behind, and that means saying goodbye for now to the people I've known for years. I'll also have less contact with people my age, which is scary in itself. And the biggest change of all I'll be living with my grandfather during the week, only coming home on weekends. That part terrifies me, if I'm honest.
I believe that in the end everything falls into place even if it takes some time. And on that note I'll leave it here.
Holiday in England April 16-21
Just a quick update if you've noticed I've been a bit quiet the past few days, it's because I'm currently on holiday in England, exploring the beautiful Peak District I'll be here from April 16th to April 21st, enjoying some time away with my family.
It's definitely nice to be out and about in nature, even though I'll admit I've been putting a bit of strain on my family. I've been under quite a bit of stress lately, and it's been affecting me more than I expected.
When I get back, school starts up again, and I've got a tough couple of weeks ahead. I'm already feeling a bit stressed about it all but I'm trying to stay optimistic.
I believe that in the end everything falls into place even if it takes some time. And on that note id like to end.
Creation Blog Page
Today I created this blog on The Classic Web. It is a simple HTML page with a few blog posts.
The process of creating this blog was both fun and educational. By using pure HTML and CSS, I was able to craft a lightweight and fast-loading website. This blog serves as a tribute to the early days of the internet, where creativity and simplicity were key.
Stay tuned for more updates as I continue to add new features and content to this blog. Thank you for visiting The Classic Web!
Creation The Classic Web
I created The Classic Web on April 15, 2025 at 1:30 AM as simple HTML page for me to play with.
This is acctially an illigal blog post, this post is dated to when I created the first build of this site it was very basic and bare bones.
Thank you for visiting The Classic Web!
